Autumn In the Evening

I'm sorting through the things I do When you're not here And this list is despicable My eyes are squares from a stagnant glare Of lamps so bright there's millions in hiding Behind the LCD of my friendly television And over there she's without a care

I sneak around in my old home town It's colder than I remember in November But nothing can be worse than last year at this time I'm just happy to be with all my friends I wrote you a letter last night to say it's over And the worst part is I don't th

Mistakes find me with some credit New friends killing all the negative And I've got none, I'm stable Oh Mom, wishing I could say it But you gotta go and listen to my every word I love you And if this feeling stays, Stop the "if's" I want it ever

I took a plane Over the sea to find I don't need anything Beleaguered by the synapse and sighs The bursts blasts our ears From the break and the wake of relationships Complications, oh what a time All the love in my life is dying And all my trust It

Who left that little light on? I thought that you were somebody else You're the girl who dreams of diamond rings And I'm the boy who just doesn't sleep But we're not quite sure what that means yet A light blinks across the water I thought of that boo

I've got ghosts in my chest screaming Kid you're out of time The skies are ignoring the seasons They've got colder intentions in mind In mind... The crows are condemned to the murder singing "We live our lives on the line! And we know your health is

Well girl, let's make some dinner plans She calls her group of lady friends I'll be the one man band, no one can hold my hand Cause I'm using both my hands Well I'm stuck here, drowned in girlish smells Who thought this could become my hell I've got

My Thursday starts out with me alone, again And if I had my way, we'd be in love I look right back on it I think if had twice the brain I'd solve it But now I'm left dissecting half I'm in the darkest places And all I really want is familiar faces So