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It merely took a year for your pledge to disappear. Farewell friend, our ties no longer mend. This tale has come to an end. It wasn't meant to last. You came and left so fast. Your promises are part of the past. You said we'd speak again, but that mo

Another morning when I feel more rotten than alive. The reflection in the mirror across the room shows that I'm just another useless being, head down in a tobacco haze with a bottle of broken dreams in my hand. I wonder if I was just gone, would anyo

Play by the rules or you're gone. I'm aiming for gold. I'll pursue my goal and see how our night will finally unfold. Stay cold or you'll get caught in this deceiving old game. Extinguish that flame. The road drew my muse away from me. I gave up on u

This inaudible voice has flattered my ears An unreal sound of distress, a sensation that aroused my being This moment was all yours but the pleasure was all mine All the weight I've been carrying vanished for a valuable instant One day when this curt

I have done it again I could not avoid the soft comforting touch of your presence any longer Increasingly isolated. I slowly find relief in silence I sense the spirited child in me gradually letting go Its golden smile grows weary with every disappoi

All for nothing. Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in. Fuck no! Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of hope, my impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead. For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of

Standing alone inside a frantic crowd with incriminating facts in hand. An imperative vision of satisfaction. My overwhelmed pupils contain illegible mortification. I feel the numbness of an orgasm as I leave my entire body. Endorphins are released,

I have had it easy for most of my life Swallow these nails, turn away I must not look back The ills of modern man are much larger than my own personal battles It feels like I have been fighting for nothing The ills of modern man are much larger than

I remember that brief moment when I shouted "end this day" Mistakes and lessons have since gone my way The same regrets lie noiselessly for now within these poor isolated walls Something this sacred should not have been taken for granted My vow

Plunged in bitterness, Seduced by an ocean of disconcertment Carrying an everlasting smile with insouciance Cultivating this disconnection with every single interaction You won't lure me any further I've been drinking too much shadow and now maybe I

Les temps changent. Notre histoire se termine, nos chemins se séparent et la vie reprend son cours tranquillement. Je m'envole enfin librement. La main fracturée par un bris de confiance, la guérison entravée par la méfiance, je prends mes distances.