Exi(S)T

Waking up on the other side of the sunrise My diolation will stay the same I've grown accustomed to these cold winds Sending shivers down my back This is how I live This is how I will die You can tell me I'm sick I still think you're full of shit My

Tell me again how my life should be My eyes don't see the way you see Why does my mind play all of these tricks on me Yes, I know now My decisions Have led me down this path with no escape Your nightmares Are only my dreams This is home now, at least

I can see it in your eyes You're becoming invisible Do you even exist? Do you even exist anymore? I can see it in your eyes You're becoming invisible Do you even exist? Do you even exist anymore? Do you even exist anymore? Do you even exist anymore?

See? I told you You can't love a monster You can't even look me Straight in my eyes Why are you afraid? Does the simple thought of my Being alive make you pray for the exit? I am a monster I'm not sick I am the disease I have Fallen in love With the

This house is an empty home The thought process of an abandoned child Left alone to sort out all the answers To questions he has never heard And when he falls asleep He cannot dream It is only a fantasy of a brighter place Only a figment of a tauntin

To be honest, the truth is I'm afraid I fear losing the only thing I've ever held so close The fact is you never cared Half as much for me as I did for you. No matter what you say, You're filling your head with lies Telling yourself you'll be here, W